Oh my… well.. They did see three spots that are concerning. The problem is that they didn’t have any other pictures to compare them too because that was my first Mamogram ever. So she did soooo many pictures of my left breast, little bit here, little bit there, this side, that side, up and down, sideways, omg, I was in that room for an hour and a half. She then stated she need to go show a doctor and would be right back. Half an hour later, she comes back and tells me a doctor wanted me to get an ultra sound and another breast exam there, but the US tech was backlogged with patients so she said to go home and they would consult with my regular doctor and call me with another appointment. So.. I go to return the bras at Mervyns, go to Target really quick to see if they carry the one I want, then on the way home it hit me! I cried all the way home! I had to take the country roads home so people wouldn’t see that I was crying! I couldn’t even hardly help the girls with homework. Thank god Martin got home about 4:30, because I slept til about 7. He had gone to get dinner at McDonald’s but I just couldn’t eat.
I’m so scared. I just want that next appointment to get this over with.
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OMG, Pamela, I’m so sorry to hear this. I can’t even imagine how scary it must be for you right now. Hopefully they don’t make you wait too long before the get you in there, and get this all straightened out. Try to stay positive (even though I know how hard that is – – it’s way easier said than done.). Good thing you went when you did.
If you need anything, someone to talk to, you know where to find me.
You are in my thoughts,
April
Thanks so much April.. I really appreciate it. It feels so weird to have this happening, but I am trying to stay positive and remembering not to wollow, we don’t know for sure yet and no sense on getting depressed again when I actually feel really good right now, better than usual, lol